I was back to KL last Friday night and today start working again >.<
I miss the time when I was in Shanghai~ I hope I don't need to work for other again so that I can do whatever I like and earn for myself
Tonight after work I will go back and upload my photo to FB, at the same time I'll also write my shanghai diary here^^ Ganbate!
Monday, July 26, 2010
Friday, July 9, 2010
I was sitting in the car for 20 minutes without moving just now. I've only one question in my mind "why can't I have my car?"
When i was leaving the office just now, i really feel want to back cheras to dinner with my dad and meet my own friend. But I never ask for permission with him, I can't go back without asking him! Why can't I meet my family or friend when i want to?
This question has been asking in my mind for almost a year, and the answer is always because of to save the car maintenance/installment money. Yes it is correct and i very appreciate him to let me using his car to work.
But everything is in permission if I use his car, I really want bao zha!!!
I still remember when the first time i ask to use his car, he ask me very seriously that whether I can afford and be responsible when driving his car. At that time I already thought that has the feeling like bullying me. I felt so upset and very uncomfortable. How could he talk to me like this? Maybe You'll think that's nothing wrong with the question, but you got to know the way he asking, it was really......
Ok, why do I need my own car? Firstly, the most important is: I want to meet my family and friends when I want to. It is easy and simple. But I can't do it if I drive his car, I got to ask permission first before I go to a place. And I also have to promise him to back home at what time and tell him who do I meet, where is the place and bla bla bla...
I really need a space, ok? I need my family (my dad is lonely), i need my friends (I need them when I miss them, when i am down, when we have gathering), i need to buy things, i need to go salon, i need to buy a birthday card, valentine's card, or a christmas present to surprise you too... Why I can't go to the embassy to apply the visa? Why I can't be your runner and help you when you are not free? Have you think of this before?
Yes, I will need to spend a few hundred to my car every month, I need to pay petrol every week, I will need to pay for roadtax/ insurance every year and I will need to maintain my car eg. change tyre or service car...definitely every car owners are having this problem and this is the process.
I really really want to do my own thing...yes, you are right, I can do at your home, but it's different...do you understand that?
I am not a little girl, I am not your daughter...
I am an adult. I am a human. I hope you can understand my situation and support me,.. ok?
We need to change...we need to solve the problem...
If we not solve this problem, it will become a big bomb and explode one day, I don't want this happen before we get married. We need to understand each other's need before we getting married. I always side you without thinking my own feeling, whether I agree or I like or not, and you know it right?
We cannot like the same thing and make the same decision sometimes, but we got to respect each other to make a more comfortable answer. If we still can't choose the same solution/ answer/ decision, we got to give each other some space to avoid argument or calm down. And now i need this.
Remember, It is a process, and we got to go through it together...
When i was leaving the office just now, i really feel want to back cheras to dinner with my dad and meet my own friend. But I never ask for permission with him, I can't go back without asking him! Why can't I meet my family or friend when i want to?
This question has been asking in my mind for almost a year, and the answer is always because of to save the car maintenance/installment money. Yes it is correct and i very appreciate him to let me using his car to work.
But everything is in permission if I use his car, I really want bao zha!!!
I still remember when the first time i ask to use his car, he ask me very seriously that whether I can afford and be responsible when driving his car. At that time I already thought that has the feeling like bullying me. I felt so upset and very uncomfortable. How could he talk to me like this? Maybe You'll think that's nothing wrong with the question, but you got to know the way he asking, it was really......
Ok, why do I need my own car? Firstly, the most important is: I want to meet my family and friends when I want to. It is easy and simple. But I can't do it if I drive his car, I got to ask permission first before I go to a place. And I also have to promise him to back home at what time and tell him who do I meet, where is the place and bla bla bla...
I really need a space, ok? I need my family (my dad is lonely), i need my friends (I need them when I miss them, when i am down, when we have gathering), i need to buy things, i need to go salon, i need to buy a birthday card, valentine's card, or a christmas present to surprise you too... Why I can't go to the embassy to apply the visa? Why I can't be your runner and help you when you are not free? Have you think of this before?
Yes, I will need to spend a few hundred to my car every month, I need to pay petrol every week, I will need to pay for roadtax/ insurance every year and I will need to maintain my car eg. change tyre or service car...definitely every car owners are having this problem and this is the process.
I really really want to do my own thing...yes, you are right, I can do at your home, but it's different...do you understand that?
I am not a little girl, I am not your daughter...
I am an adult. I am a human. I hope you can understand my situation and support me,.. ok?
We need to change...we need to solve the problem...
If we not solve this problem, it will become a big bomb and explode one day, I don't want this happen before we get married. We need to understand each other's need before we getting married. I always side you without thinking my own feeling, whether I agree or I like or not, and you know it right?
We cannot like the same thing and make the same decision sometimes, but we got to respect each other to make a more comfortable answer. If we still can't choose the same solution/ answer/ decision, we got to give each other some space to avoid argument or calm down. And now i need this.
Remember, It is a process, and we got to go through it together...
Thursday, July 1, 2010
上海 Shanghai
没错哦！我要去上海了哦！
公司有展览会在那里，我会在那里逗留10天，头五天会是工作，之后就去玩罗！
有人介绍我去杭州或苏州走一趟，我本身都很想过去但还没时间找资料。
本月十四号就会离开了哦！好开心哦！希望一切顺利 ^^
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