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Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Stubborn darlin

This morning was argue with him, and again he ask me to move out...
Im so sien with this sentence already..he think i have no brave to move!!!

What to do with this six years relationship? If I move out, people think "i will be the one ruin our relationship" ! And everyone will not understand and angry me! I will lost all the things if this happen to me!

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

又呕吐~在新公司已经第三次了

近年来的肠胃都很不好,胃口大减,吃的分量少了很多。。 相比起以前的我真是差天差地(以前的我真的很能吃啊~)

话说今天早上,我到公司楼下买了份早餐上公司吃,但因为时间的关系所以吃的速度非常快,导致我到中午11点多反胃+呕吐,肚子也隐隐作痛。现在都傍晚6点了,竟然没感觉到肚子饿!!!

我想我的消化系统真的出问题了。。该怎办呢?

新环境压力

转眼间已经在新公司工作了3个月,好期待收到confirmation letter哦~

昨天跟朋友吃饭,他也是和我一样,在12月进入新公司工作的 ,所以照例我们应该在本月收到通知信的,可是却没消息。 心情是多么的期待呀。。。
“不知道老板觉得我工作得如何呢?公司喜欢我吗?同事们有讨厌我的吗?为什么阿头没什么叫我做事情?是因为他觉得我办事能力没那么好吗?。。。。”
这些种种问题一直堆在脑子里,久不久就冲上头来骚扰我。。。这就是压力吗?还是消极的一种?

自从去年决定要离开旧公司以后,我就知道我的事业生涯才正式开始,我要准备作战了,我不会再浪费在工作上的时间,要全心全意地付出,无代价的学习!因为我喜欢学习到新东西/事件的虚荣感,喜欢做好一件事的成就感,既喜欢分享自己工作成就给朋友及家人的那种兴奋感。

很庆幸的一件事是,新公司的老板是那种愿意热心栽培员工的人, 很开心又遇到一位肯栽培我的人,真的感激万分!可是事情往往没有那么顺利的,如今面对的问题却是部门主任,我们之间在工作上没什么沟通,他只喜欢偶尔在6点以后跟我开玩笑,或谈流行歌(我们俩都喜欢卡拉),向来鲜少跟我谈公事或教/叫做我工作上的事情。
这让我不仅怀疑自己是不是得不到他的信任,是不是因为如此而没得到我的信。。。
我也曾经因为想得太多而流泪 :(

当向朋友诉苦,身边的好朋友都很支持,这些小小的支持都成为了我的支柱 ;) 往往提醒我自己不能轻易放弃,要继续努力好让他人可以看得到我的付出及用心!我一定要加油加油加油!!!

压力 = 推动力
 

Friday, December 24, 2010

New Start

It has been a long time never update my blog...well~ I am no longer working in Puchong, i have started in new company since last week. I am so excited and happy in this company as it is a new adventure for me after four years in ex-company.

Yesterday we had great fun in exchanging Christmas present, my manager was received my present (red wine) and I got my boss's present (see photo).

Hehe..cute right? an pink color octopus, i heard it is a hand-made product from the seller in shopping mall~ Must be careful and not to drop it as it is made by clay and may easily get fragile >.<

Tonight is Christmas eve and i've planned to go for dinner and movie with him ^o^
No matter you are single or coupled, I wish everyone a very Merry Christmas and Happy New Year :)

Enjoy the night!
~~ Merry Christmas ~~